Showing posts with label Memories. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Memories. Show all posts

Tuesday, July 28, 2015

Once Again



I walked away from the feeling,
The emotion overpowering me, silencing me,
My courage dwindled in front of my eyes,
Just the sight of you tearing through the will I had,
Words said breaking all I have, and all I had,
Dreams built on the whims of our presence,
Just for you, all made by you, for me to settle into,
You are a drug so strong I can’t believe you exist,
Your thoughts are my penchant,
Worrying, harrying, caring, that’s all I can do,
My words don’t flow when the jewels drop in your sparkling voice,
I stand awestruck, for your being is sheer good luck,
The promises we made bind me to you,
The moments we shared keep you close,
The memories we have will never be tears in my eyes,
All I want forever is you,
It’s a road I have walked on, a path I have bled on,
It’s a way guarded by the shadows of my past,
Tiny and narrow, yet so large in sight,
I may have set foot again; I cringe in the spotlight,
The crevices too small for me, again,
As the first drop spills, I know it’s not yet time,
It’s not yet time to walk the road once again.

Friday, July 17, 2015

A Day To Forget



There is always the good,
There is always the bad,
It’s always black and white, never grey,
Lest the smog creeps in with time,
Veils over words, blankets over meanings,
It’s all but a maze of understanding,
The void of peace betrayed, hurt but not destroyed,
The joint hands of trust, pulling away not apart,
Angry pests and unbelieving leeches sucking blood,
Droplets turning into trickles, too less for the pain,
I pull one off, to find two more, let alone the table,
The last supper unseen, hidden in plain sight, also reasons,
I have with you so many memories, not one is not special,
But today, some moments to drown in our tears,
And today might be just a day to forget.

Saturday, May 2, 2015

Parchment Of Memories



The shining light combating the darkness of the chamber,
There I wallow in the corner, immersed deep in thought,
The words from the open book wafting around freely,
The mind flickering in the shadows of nostalgia,
Racing down memory lane I stagger under the weight of the past,
The crates filled with paperbacks yellowed,
Yet so fresh in memory, down to each dotted i,
The tales and the travails of the park so lush,
So green, the dusty shoes and the dirty legs,
Yet so tidy in the pages of the soiled calendar,
The light still shining, but not more than the smile,
The stifled yawn, the strained blink of the eye,
A figure hunched over an open book,
And a trail of vivid vigor on the easel hidden from sight.

Wednesday, October 22, 2014

Nightmares Of A Foodie

Festival time. Diwali round the corner, Christmas fast approaching, and Navratri just a turn of the clock ago, this is the best time of the year, especially for a foodie like me. The sweets and the savories filling all the boxes around the house would make anyone salivate, and yes, wish for more.

But how would you feel if the aromas mingled in your nasal cavities, and the tiniest sight of the boxes made you open your mouth, but then, you couldn’t taste even a single morsel, let alone eat it. That’s my nightmare. The temptation to eat something is directly proportional to the flavor of the dish. That doesn’t make a lot of sense to me as I would devour anything put in a plate in front of me.

But the nightmare. There are no vacations, and in addition comes submission week during Diwali. That’s not even comparable to the fear I have, and it all resides in one memory. When it all went wrong, and then, nightmare time.

It all began with a minute irritation in my nose, which soon developed into a resilient cough, and then morphed into fever. (Ice cream sometimes does take its toll, especially in the dry heat of October.)

Soon, all the lights went missing from the background, and all I could see through the day and night was the ceiling, and the incessantly moving fan. Most importantly, all I could eat was rice and curd, with counted grains of salt, and no spice; as the prepared savories and sweets delicately called out to me from their positions in the kitchen, which seemed miles away.

All my cries of desperation went in vain, and all my wishes just drained away. It was more than pain, it was more than just a normal fever; it was a day of terrible torture and the festival diluted away with time. Rest was all I could do, and whining was the only way to pass the time.

The rest had its effect, and the next morning, I was walking, and talking, but not yet eating. The layout of the kitchen had been changed completely, as I pitifully discovered on one of my pursuits around the kitchen (which included looking in the topmost cupboard for a drink of water). But, the sight at the dining table lightened me, and made me feel completely alright. There was my plate, with the special “illness” food, but it wasn’t distinguishable from the others. As I began eating, my face changed from a smile to a grimace, and returned, rather embarrassingly, to a smile when my dad began eating enthusiastically from his plate.

Well, that’s a thing in my past. It was about the feeling brought about only by family, and the things going unsaid, but being understood so clearly. That’s what children are to their family. They bring in the inspiration, and they remove the desperation; they bring in stability, unity, and also equality. And they themselves are the unsaid captains, being able to get their wishes fulfilled, without a word being said.

To mention another incident, which my mother loves to quote, like just…always. When I was a teeny tiny kid, the intake of green vegetables was a necessity, and due to my tender health, I was only allowed homemade food. My dad did not have quite a liking to the green vegetables (he still doesn’t have it as much as my mother does), but due to me, the child of the house, he was forced to eat it. And due to the prohibition of the outside food, all I can say is that, the reason for the good health of my family right now is just due to that, and my mom’s wonderful cooking, which is I guess the reason why I love food so much.

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Sunday, September 21, 2014

Unending



I want peace, not piece,
Some time sometimes,
To think over, over think not,
‘Cause it’s all diffused,
And I’m confused,
I don’t know what I should think.

Digressing, remembering,
Reminiscing, time, moments,
Nostalgia, hitting hard,
The past, returning,
The future, approaching,
The present crawling ahead,
Clawing ahead, slow,
A turtle faster, even a sloth,
Than now, but its better,
Than the best, permission,
To live, the moment, to satisfy,
To satiate, the heart, the wishes,
And smile, but unlike ever before.

It’s all happening, together,
Right now, good, or bad,
And I don’t know how,
To accept, to enjoy,
The fact, of life, stay happy,
Is all I know, other than,
The wish, I hope for, that,
I don’t want this to end.