Never Mind

I have so much to say, I have so much to ask,

Thoughts so many, all very different and vivid,

Dreams too, yet an aim singular,

I brace for impact, I cringe on every turn,

Wishes so many, all thorns in the garden of life,

Colors bathe me in all that I feel, so abstract,

So divine, I stand pure for myself and for you too,

Trudging slowly ahead right now, I wish to make the jump,

Soon, the time is slowly coming,

Yet I am not so sure of the fires raging in you,

No inkling of the storms in your mind, and your heart,

Love is all but a trench so deep, shoving you right to the bottom,

Never to get back up again, I know,

The void awaits, I can hear the echoes from the depths,

It’s all very sweet for now and I’m treading still water,

The currents beginning to build, a storm is starting to brew,

First in my mind, I am so confused,

The turmoil hiding behind the smiles so peaceful,

There is no end, to you and me- yes; not to us,

Picture perfect, we talk all in the mind, coy,

I have so much to say, so much to ask,

I see your lovely face, and the pretty smile,

I don’t want to spoil it all, so never mind.